CrAsH-InSaNe

yay once again.

Ok not really today, i just wanted to freshen up my page with a little less depressing journal enteries.

I have a job now, and im driving.

and sumething on TV just scared the piss out of me and im not even watching it.

you know when life just seem to be getting worse, even though your already depressed something else comes along and just makes it even worse. things you know but didnt want to admit, those types of things that could change everything.....or ruin everything. Those things....


I just passed driving test, Im getting a car, i started my job. im going on holiday in november i Should be the happiest person in the world. except im not.


i wish i could just dissapear....

Yeah i passed. thankyou for reading.

i have my driving test tomoro.....i dont think im nervouse, yet im dreading tomoro.




i hate driving gawd.